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I'm feeling extra pathetic and more than a little weepy and useless/ugly today. I'm sure it's still largely due to emotional/mental exhaustion going on so I'm not overly concerned... but I sure wish it would pass.

Tonight I have *got* to get my tractor ass in gear and write that derby press release... but beyond that I think I'm gonna slip into something more comfortable - LIKE A COMA! - and just dream things that it's probably best I won't remember.

That's mine

Date: 2005-06-03 01:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] zecretknock.livejournal.com
"but beyond that I think I'm gonna slip into something more comfortable - LIKE A COMA!"


get outta my head wench!!!

Re: That's mine

Date: 2005-06-03 02:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sandmansister.livejournal.com
Awwww... do I gotta? It's a little crowded in here - git outta me way, gnomes! - but it's warm and squishy and I like it.

*plays in Tre's bwain*

Wheeeeee!

Date: 2005-06-03 01:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] fantomas71.livejournal.com
On count one, we the jury find Amy not guilty of being pathetic.
On count two, we the jury find Amy not guilty of being weepy and useless.
Count three, 'ugly,' has been dismissed as ridiculous. It has also been filed so we can laugh about it later.

I'm sorry you feel bad.

Date: 2005-06-03 02:44 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sandmansister.livejournal.com
I'm sure there's a joke about having no appeal in there somewhere, but I can't quite articulate it... I bet you get what I am meanting though.

Not sure I can laugh about it later, though six more months of skatey torture training may alter that ever so slightly. The jury that lives in my head is still out on that one. :P

Thanks for the smiles. *Mwah!*

Date: 2005-06-03 01:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] clevermanka.livejournal.com
I've had days like that too. Sorry you're having one right now. *hug*

Date: 2005-06-03 02:45 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sandmansister.livejournal.com
Thanks, luv. It's not so severe that I'm tricked into thinking I have to live in this space... but it's still icky for all that.

*hug*

"the blue funk"

Date: 2005-06-03 02:02 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kathyc514.livejournal.com
i hate being there but find myself there on occassion.

things that get me out of a blue funk:

new hair
shopping; shoes, purses and earrings only (everything else reminds me of my girth)
sex; as much as possible (easier now that i'm married to the energizer bunny)
roller coaster (there's a six flags trip next weekend with teenagers from cast if you want to help chaperone)
a really good argument, especially if I can take it out on a kick/punching bag

pretty much anything that starts my adrenaline pumping.


Re: "the blue funk"

Date: 2005-06-03 02:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sandmansister.livejournal.com
Good ideas, though some not viable for me.

The new hair I want won't go over too well at faire (and we have Great Lakes in less than a month)... so I can't get too creative with the color.

Sex sounds great but that's part of why I am pathetic and ugly-feeling. The boys I like bestest who at least somewhat seem to like me are anywhere from 9-16 hours drive away. Boo.

However, derby bitches better look out. Just sayin'. ;-)

Re: "the blue funk"

Date: 2005-06-03 02:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sandmansister.livejournal.com
Um... that last sentence about derby bitches was addressing the adrenaline and kicking/punching bit, not the sex bit.

LOOK! A chicken!

Re: "the blue funk"

Date: 2005-06-03 02:53 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] badcat42077.livejournal.com
::snicker::

I ♥ your grubby Buttercup icon. She's my favoritest, and I think you share some admirable qualities with her (you tenacious wench!)

Date: 2005-06-03 02:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] culloden.livejournal.com
Whoa... hugs, eh.

Date: 2005-06-03 02:38 pm (UTC)

Date: 2005-06-03 02:26 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] minirth.livejournal.com
I'm fairly miserable myself. No good reason why, just am. BLEAGH. I think we should all go the fuck to bed.

Date: 2005-06-03 02:39 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sandmansister.livejournal.com
Amen.

As [livejournal.com profile] kymberlynn says, "I call NAP!!!"

a thought

Date: 2005-06-03 02:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] retdet.livejournal.com
I cannot recomend the coma thing.... not so fun...

but how about a long distance back rub...
or at least... the thought is there.

JUst remember, it can't suck forever !!!

Re: a thought

Date: 2005-06-06 07:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sandmansister.livejournal.com
Fortunately, it was only coma-like, thus deep and restorative without the recovery damage time.

The back rub thoughts helped, BTW.

I won't say it's *completely* passed, but the burnout is sloughing off bit by bit. Probably should keep that Parental Advisory sticker on my forehead just a bit longer. ;-)

Roberta Flack, anyone?

Date: 2005-06-03 11:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] syncity.livejournal.com
Come on. Sing a few tunes.

BTW getting LOTS of airplay with "yeah, she's got a pot of kooky brewin'!"

Thinking of my wrench!

oh but amyyyyyyyyyyyy

Date: 2005-06-04 06:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] skye-blue.livejournal.com
amy .. . . your so beauitful. and smart and so busy in a good way. yea. . . have those feelings if you must but but. . . . oh hell i don;t know what to say. i feel ugly too. but your beauitful and i said so! *arms crossed*

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